Just like one of the boys ... but you'd totally fuck her.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Open Your Eyes
A few weeks ago I received a "Dear Abi" email from a 16 year old girl named ... well let's call her Jamie. I started tearing up as I read her email because I had the exact same mind state only a year ago. Usually after responding to an email I feel good about it, but not this time. I felt like I had failed her in some way. I knew what she was going through. I felt that pain before. And that's why I know there's nothing anyone can say to make it go away. So I did the best I could to just let her know she wasn't alone and that she'll get better ... 'cuz I did too. What I forgot to tell her though, was to listen to this song. It helped me a lot when I didn't want to move on or open up my heart again and let go of the past. I was just reminded of it when my Hayati showed me a cover of it, but for now I'll let you guys listen to the original. It's called "Open Your Eyes," by Dwele I believe. The first few lines always speak to me. Enjoy.
"I see you in a lonely place,
How could you be so blind
You're still regretting the love you left,
Left behind
I see you go through your changes,
Sitting alone each night
How you expecting to find a love, a love that's right?
I'm like a pair of Christian Louboutins and fresh-out-the-box Js all in one. "Queen with a crown that be down for wuteva." Fashion is my passion and writing is my bitch. Love to cake, but I rather bake ... $bread$. I eat like there's no tomorow, sing as if I know how, dance like everybody's watching, travel as if I can afford to, and laugh 'til I cry. Rennaisance woman. Tattoos and muscle cars FTW. GOOO GIANTS! Just one of the boys, but I clean up real nice. TEAM EDWARD baby. Pit bulls, and polar bears, and chubby-cheeked babies oh my! "I be Murderin Ink without the mutha-fuckin Jah-Rule."
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